 | 这样前途一片光明的照片比较难得哦~~呵呵~~ 先谢谢cfmonkey一下，呵呵~~ 25日下午出去踏春。 |
22号那天躺在床上，想着之前的一些事情，自己突然感觉有很多话要对老妈说。受前面土豆的影响，也打算给老妈一封信。在phatpad上面胡乱画的时候，突然发现自己说的最多的是“不要”“不要”的字样。这才意识到，自己和老妈的意见这么得不一样，也意识到自己曾经的良好错误感觉！昨天月亭过来玩，闲聊的时候说到这个问题，我说我还是不太善于和老妈沟通，感觉有些问题说不清楚，也不知道该应该已何种方式对老妈说。后来硬着头皮在电脑上面啪啪打了一串，后来自己又一片一片地删除，到了最后，就留下了2页。算了，一起删除了！
路在前方。这张照片自己看着也偷着笑，对于自己的前途，自己还是会这样保持这样的心情和态度吗？自己放弃了考研，出国流产，还是去工作吧！自己也蛮想工作的，一是摆脱现在这样的生活，二是有了money，可以干更多东西，比如单反，三是，可以有更多的经验和见识，让自己确定二年后自己是否要去考研。
出国。昨天和月亭聊天的时候自己说，自己还是不赞同土豆说“仅仅就是为了那一个开阔眼界”。自己还是希望能够走更多的地方，见更多的人和事情，出国，是另外一个世界，我希望他会给我惊喜！
搬blog。鉴于blogspot正常了，live上面的广告总是让人恶心，打算搬家到这里了。由原来的http://zhongxiao37.spaces.live.com 到 http://zhongxiao37.blogspot.com 。一些文章也打算开始搬过来了。
GTD。其实自己并没有意识到自己会GTD，虽然自己寒假看完了柯维的《高效能人士的7个习惯》，自己并没有真正的用。知道上次用便签纸记录一些东西的时候，渐渐开始了。感觉还不错。最近没有上线，RSS也停滞了很多，离开网络一段时间的感觉很不错。PDA上面也开始配合自己的GTD了，用到的pocket informant 2007 ， spb diary ， spb pocketplus 4.0 和 phatnote。软件和下载可以到bbs.tompda.com 和 bbs.pdafans.com 这两个论坛搜索。后者的使用经验感觉比较多，前者软件相当丰富。
PS：鼠标滚轮坏了，键盘也感觉特别死板，有砸电脑的冲动了！呼呼~~
本来自己整理了一段的，但是后来google的时候发现了比较齐全的，引用过来。原始链接
I actually try not to be found. I'm gonna be all the way out there, all the way fucking out there.Just on my own.
You know, about getting out of this sick society.
- <Into the wild>
You are superapple.I'm a supertramp.
- <Into the wild>
When you forgive, You love. And when you love, God's light shines on you.
- <Into the wild>
Happiness only real when shared.
- <Into the wild>
有些人认为他们注定得不到爱
Some people feel like they don't deserve love.
他们静静的走向没有感情的未来
They walk away quietly into empty spaces,
试图断绝和过去所有的联系
Trying to close the gaps to the past.
大海唯一可以给我们的就是无情的海浪
"the sea's only gifts are harsh blows,
有时候 海浪会来得很猛烈
"and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong.
现在 我对大海知之甚少
"now, I don't know much about the sea,
但我知道这就是它所存在的方式
"but I do know that that's the way it is here.
我还知道 活着是多么的重要
"and I also know how important it is in life
不必真的很强壮 却要觉得自己强壮
"not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong,
哪怕只有一次 也要去证明自己
"to measure yourself at least once,
哪怕只有一次 也要最原生态中去发现自我
"to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions,
独自一人面对冰冷的石头
"facing the blind, deaf stone alone
只靠你的双手和大脑
"with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head."
你还年轻 不能一直游戏于血与火之中
You're a young guy! can't be juggling blood and fire all the time!
你知道吗 这就是最真实的
You know, this is nature.
我决定要这样一直走下去
i've decided i'm going to live this life for some time to come.
自由和单纯的美太美好而匆匆流逝
the freedom and simple beauty is just too good to pass up...
有些人会问 为什么现在行动 为什么不等等呢
Some may ask, "why act now? why not wait?"
回答很明了 世界不会等你
The answer is clear. the world could wait no longer.
我曾经历了许许多多
"i have lived through much,
现在 我似乎明白了什么是幸福
"and now I think I have found what is needed for happiness.
在乡下恬静的隐居
"a quiet secluded life in the country,
尽可能对人们做些简单而有用的善事
"with the possibility of being useful to people to whom it is easy to do good,
尽管那些人们并不习惯我为他们做了这些
"and who are not accustomed to have it done to them.
做一份真正有用的工作
"and work which one hopes may be of some use.
最后休息 享受大自然 读书 听音乐
"then rest, nature, books, music,
爱戴周围的人
"love for one's neighbor.
这就是我对幸福的诠释
"such is my idea of happiness.
孩子 你在逃避什么啊
Son, what the hell are you running from?
这问题我也可以反问你
You know, I can ask you the same question!
不过我已经知道答案了
Except I already know the answer!
你知道了?
You do, do you?
我知道 法兰兹先生 你得回去面对这世界
I do, mr. franz! you got to get back out in the world!
从你那个寂寞的房子里出去 还有那个小车间
Get out of that lonely house, that little workshop of yours.
出去转转吧 真的
Get back out on the road! really!
罗恩 你还能活很久
You're going to live a long time, ron!
你应该彻底改变你的生活方式
You should make a radical change in your lifestyle!
我是说 人类新的灵魂来自于新的经历
I mean, the core of man's spirit comes from new experiences.
看看你 固执的老人 坐着不动
And there you are, stubborn old man, sitting on your butt.
-坐着不动? -对
- sitting on my butt? - yeah.
我要让你见识下什么叫坐着不动
I'll show you sitting on my butt!
固执的老家伙
"stubborn old man."
--上帝把快乐放在我们周围每一件事中间，我们能经历的任何事物里都会感到快乐！人们要做的，只是改变他们对事物的看法。
--但是当你原谅的时候，你就会爱！当你爱的时候，神的光芒就会照亮你！
not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions.
The fragility of crystal is not a weakness but a fineness .
软件安装error0x8002802b&解决方法
错误代码: -5009 : 0x8002802b
错误信息：
>CtorObjectWrapper.cpp (163)
>CtorObjectWrapper.cpp (391)
>KernelComponent.cpp (1161)
>KernelCABFile.cpp (384)
>SetupDLLSetupDLL.cpp (1694)
PAPP:HD CSP v1.0
PVENDOR:ZGHD (http://www.cidc.com.cn/)
PGUID:9964D2CD-F8D6-4130-B0FE-5C5364E186DD
$10.1.0.238PAK
@Windows XP Service Pack 2 (2600) IE 6.0.2900.2180
解决方法：
将你X:Program FilesCommon FilesInstallShield中的所有文件包括文件夹全部删除！（X为系统盘）
早早打算好要好好拍一下学校了，可是一个清明3天，自己的相机就和自己分离2天，直到昨天晚上，自己才拿到自己的相机：没有电了！
早上懒在床上，听见淅沥淅沥的下雨声，想到：片子看来又泡汤了！等到自己下床的时候，雨却停了，自己也不管了，洗漱完毕，冲了出去：好冷~~-_-!
 刚刚下过雨，叶子上还留有一些雨滴 |  |
 |  花落一地，谁人知晓！ |
 |  |
 换一个角度拍她~ |  |
 很喜欢这张！ |  刚下过雨，花园里还没有人来自习 |
 春 |  秋--去年拍的。 |
题记：主要是为了测试用WLW发布的时候图片的问题，因为老是弹出错误提示，只为test！这个另外一个blog上的文章。
油炸鸡蛋。其实这个是鸭蛋的。寒假在家里，一般情况是自己一个人在家里，所以一天两顿是要保证的（早饭和中午饭一起吃，用老妈的话就是节约粮食！^_^）。那些天鸭蛋比较多，就顺便自己做了几个蛋，可是做的时候才发现，鸭蛋和鸡蛋的差别蛮大的，所以一直没有做出当时油炸鸡蛋时的效果。而且，鸭蛋的蛋黄比鸡蛋的大一些，不好弄。这估计也是为什么要用鸭蛋来做皮蛋吧！呵呵~~
 |
P.S.这个菜不要加味精食盐，因为没有必要，做好以后就有味道，喔~~
P.P.S 米饭比西安的好多了。
回家的时候去了一次ALLY的学校，留下印象的，还是这个奶茶。多的不说了，很特别的奶茶，无论是店内的装饰，还是奶茶的味道、包装、吸管的插法，都很有特点。这里特别提到奶茶的味道，和我们一般喝的奶茶味道不一样，如果仔细喝，可以喝道茶的味道，一种很清甜的味道。
 |
P.S.不知道它的茶是什么就是了，就单纯喝那个茶也不错，呵呵~~~
Stanford Report, June 14, 2005
'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says
这是jobs2005年在stanford的演讲，dot这个观点我很喜欢，希望你也会喜欢。比较长~
This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.
I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.
The first story is about connecting the dots.
I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?
It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.
And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.
It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:
Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.
None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.
Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.
My second story is about love and loss.
I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.
I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.
I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.
During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.
I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.
My third story is about death.
When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.
Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.
About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.
I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.
This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:
No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.
Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.
Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.
Thank you all very much.
